⠀ hey there handsome you come round here often ? im so funny ⠀ i love you, everyday with you is simply paradise .. i had the biggest crush on you when we first met (still do tehe), our interests and personalities match and you treat me with so much love and care⠀ you make me feel so safe, you make me want to be a good person; i strive to impress you, to make you smile and laugh, to make your bad days good .

i love your humour and kindness ; how you never have issues explaining things to me or challenging my perspective . ⠀our conversations are thought provoking and i always enjoy them no matter what !! you make an clingy attention whore & i want all the affection you have to offer⠀ ♡

the idea of being rejected by you after confessing was scary, but i will never regret the chance i took when loving you. im not really someone with many emotions and im never really sure how to express my affection but i do know i love you more than life itself

loving you is a natural and everlasting feeling :3 you are my perfect boy and i feel ashamed that i was too nervous to say that i love you sooner

please love me forever, just like i will you

i do have a playlist for you (i lied its for us to listen to when thinking about you) but if you want it then just say

to my savior ♡ as i'm writing this it's almost been 1234 days since you told me you loved me for the very first time! dni if you think you like my ajax more than me because you DON'T! i keep seeing ugly people online act like they know my husband.. that is so sad... almost as sad as the fact that his "fans" spend so much time thinking about him when he only has time for ME. and don't think about following me if you're one of those deluded kinnies who think that you're him! fictionkins, irls (take your meds), idfc whatever you are, if you're so fucked up in the head to even think that you'd ever have a smidge of the energy that radiates off my man, stay away from me forever and ever, ok? ♡ he doesn't know you exist.. you're all schizophrenic people experiencing some sort of mandela effect and going INSANE. he's my savior ♡ my blood my tears my veins the air i live and breathe in. i have slit my wrists because of him about 109 times over these years.. he likes to stick his tongue in my wounds and clean all the blood like a vacuum ♡ i'm so lucky to have a guy like him that i can rely on to be there for me in my most darkest times ♡ ajax, even though i've chained you to street poles, threatened to gouge out your eyeballs with my fingernails, left you unable to do anything because i've hit you with a metal bat repeatedly because i caught you doing something unrelated to me i still love you. and i know you still love me too, right? that's why we're perfect for each other. ♡ we're the perfect white man x asian woman couple. our children will be kawaii and communist, both traits earned from their parents respectively! if you ever leave me (which i know you'd never do because i'm the perfect girl and it's physically impossible to live in a world where the two of us aren't together.. i'm just stating what'd hypothetically happen in this forbidden situation ♡) i'll fucking kill myself. i'm not fucking joking you useless piece of SHIT. i've done soooo much for you and you fuckign repay me by brekaing upwith me??? od you know how many boys like me. DO YOU? ur fukcing sickinthe head ajax. I FUCKING HJATE YOU AND THATS WHY YOI'RE GOING TO FUCKING DIE WITH ME. i love you my prince ♡ i'm so thankful to have someone like you! i don't even care about seeing your weird fans anymore because i know you only have eyes for me.. pathetic people who claim to like you just because they have rentry or sntry (looking at that idiotic 14 year old who claimed to have aspd) or whatever fucking pastebin site urls of you are so strange.. you people can't see that he's taken? it doesn't matter how much memorabilia you have of him, it doesn't change the fact that we are the perfect couple. infact it's strange, to say the least! your "enjoyment" is just obsession.. sad that you parasocial freaks have to resort to your pathetic collections for some sort of comfort, they don't matter anyway, my ajax knows that the only valid shrine of him is the one owned by me. ♡ i've written entire pages in my own blood dedicated to him, and no amount of plastic shit or plushies will ever change how strongly we feel for each other! and for that 14 year old that was shit talking me in discord voice chat, just know that he isn't into you ♡ why are you in middle-school trying to claim my husband and you are dating?? it's embarassing.. you look so pathetic trying to one-up me. he thinks you're strange! me and ajax are made for each other. like peanut butter and jelly, brick and mortar, dolce and gabbana, we're never sold seperately. we are the perfect couple and none of you pathetic kindaters or "romcc" (cringe, by the way! you people have to rely on silly chatbots and random pinterest fanart to obtain a fraction of the love we have..) havers will ever get in the way of our love!